Will You Forgive me...?

Dear Syg,

Since the day we've been together, I've grown so deeply in love with you. Day by day, my love for you becomes so overwhelming till I can't handle it when I don't see or talk to you for even one day! You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on. You make me smile and laugh a lot and I truly treasure that.

I apologize straight from the heart for ignoring and being rude to you whenever you make an attempt to make me feel better when we're done quarreling. You are a very patient man, and I thank you for that. I don't ever want to take advantage of your patience, not ever. I know I over react a lot, and I'm sorry.

You are the most wonderful thing that has EVER happened to me. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as yours before. But now that we've found each other, I've changed my mind. You are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to get married to, the person I want to have kids with, and the person whom I want to grow old with. syg, you complete me. You make my life so brilliant and I don't know how else to repay you but to love, care and support you more and more. You're the star in my sky - the one and only star. You make me feel beautiful, very beautiful. Thank you for giving me your all.

I can never imagine how it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think of it, syg. All I want to think of is you. You are the love of my life. From the bottom of my heart, I love you.

Loving you always,

Babey.

The FACT...

1. When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

2. When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

3. When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

4. When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

5. When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

6. When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

7. When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

8. When she ignores you, give her your attention.

9. When she pulls away, pull her back.

10. When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

11. When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

12. When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

13. When she’s scared, protect her.

14. When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

15. When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

16. When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

17. When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

18. When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

19. When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

20. When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

21. When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

22. When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

23. When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

24. Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

25. Don’t let her have the last word.

26. Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

27. Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

28. Argue that she is the best girl ever.

29. When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

30. When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

31. Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

32. Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

33. Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

34. Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

35. Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

36. Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

37. Let her into your world.

38. Let her wear your clothes.

39. When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

40. Let her know she’s important.

41. Kiss her in the pouring rain.

D story of My Love. My life~~~

well, ive been keep quite 4 long tym.. so im back 2 write smeting n put my words here in my blog...

nw~~~
my life dat im living nw, emmm... wat more i can say... Full of Love dat i never expecting before... im s0o0 super duper happy2!! XD
Im going thru alot.. Sadness.. Confusing... Lost my way for a while...but, he never leave my side.. Owes b there 4 me no matter wat.. Giving me support n show me my way back 2 being myself again... I appreciate it so much.. REally.

Thank U~~~


Thankyou for being you
Thankyou for showing me more then i knew.
Thankyou for making songs about me
Thankyou for helping me to see
All that this life can be.
Thankyou for being you
Thankyou for making me want to say i do.
Thankyou for giving me everything
I have everything...
And everything is YOU.

<3

Two Is Better Than One>> Dedicated 2 u syg <3

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.

ITS HAPPENING..

yes~~ dis is new 4 me, n it is d most important storyline of my life... d old me is now vanishing.. d old of myself who is think bout LOVE is really sucks+fake+ n etc, now so into it.. feeling my heart nw is singing~~ getting 2 know him mek me so happy.. he mek me smile evryday.. he freshening my m0rning, tuck in my slip n 0wes b beside me no matter wat... he's making my life worth.. n its all bcause his LOVE...

THANK YOU syg...

im hoping dat dis relationship will last forever... couldn't imagine my life without u since u r my everyting..

Your love changed my life
and I couldn't thank you more
you gave me hopes & dreams
and opened my heart's door.

When I lost my directions
your love showed me my way
for this I say a silent prayer
each and everyday.

Still some nights may find me
sad ,lonely and cold
but when my heart reaches for you
yours is there to hold.

You're the music in my heart
the melody in my step
your love was the hand
that dried the tears I wept.

p/s: I LOVE YOU~

long tym no c~~~

fuh..
its been so long~~~~ i din update my blog here... lots happen i my life 4 sure, n n0w let begin..

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im going to go on.

^^
do i have any choice other than dat? huhu.. well, i must go on wit wat i have now. with my frens, n family. i will b strong more than i can b. i must. it is not easy, but i must get in thru it.
>> i wan to find myself
>> i wan to give him forgiveness
>> no regret
>> no dendam
>> im seeking my own happines

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i will b strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!