im going to go on.

^^
do i have any choice other than dat? huhu.. well, i must go on wit wat i have now. with my frens, n family. i will b strong more than i can b. i must. it is not easy, but i must get in thru it.
>> i wan to find myself
>> i wan to give him forgiveness
>> no regret
>> no dendam
>> im seeking my own happines

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i will b strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

worth my pain~

today is the day, im awake from my dreams.
it is realy sad.. im feeling so down. i feel so empty. three years, n its end just like dat.
did i make any mistake somewhere?
fly free from nw on my dear. dats wat u wan, dats wat u choose. hmmm, i use to love u more than myself, i used to sacrifice many things. i wan to b wit u. its so long time n too many memories to 4get. its gonna b tough 4 me. i hope u will hapy wit ur decision.

im ok. im alright.

kolej bzing huh???

so,
dis sem will b short sem, just had start class in two weeks. but walawe.... manyak karaja wor... haha.. dis sem will b oni 2 month.. well, wat ia wan try to do is:
- nda ble ponteng walau apa pon
- owes bgun awal (which is so susa 4 me)
- fin all assignment dgan puas hati n no last minute work ha!!!
- hpefuly i wil diciplne myself well!!!
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i love my college life!! XOXOXO

my future will be better than my past >>

dats wat my life will b for sure...
hopefuly it will.. nw all i have to do is go on.. i dun need d past.. i dun wan d history.. im being d person dat i wan to b.. i know im not perfect n will not b, but at least i do wan i wan, im hapy wit dat.. haha.. people might not to know me well or myb hate me of wat i am.. but hey! it is me..
love me or hate me babe!!!



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Try n Try...

I have always seen life for what it really is.
Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know.

I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown.
I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave.

Nothing ever came easy for her.
She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face.

Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,
life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done,

and after all the hell you have been through, there is success.
Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals.

Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies.
Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be.

But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie.
I say this again; life is what you make of it.

You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you,
you can't quit or give up, you have got to keep on working,

look higher some way, some how you are going to make it.

masiswa 2009

go go go mmc!!!
well, i participate in netball.. n we got d 4th place..
ok la dat kan.. at least ada smangat jgak brsukan.. hehe..
i enjoy it much.. cos i am suka sukan2 ni... mengkali la...
haha...
then, here d pic yg we had snap time d sukan...
credits to all d photographer!!

dcs batch 4 06

we had reunion 4 our batch last month...
its a great time to spent wit..
makan2 sket..
gamber2 sket...
fun...
here some pic of us..
which is i b d main character..
haha...